Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Numb

Well, I finished the second round of chemo - actually I was 2 pills short because of my wonderful memory I left the dang things in the fridge when we went away for the weekend.

I had a MRI today and the results are not the best. Shit. There are some bright specks on the scan. There is even a spot that is progressed into my brain. The other tumors have stayed on the surface of my brain. The docs have to meet with tumor board tomorrow night and they will all make their recommendations. I feel the spinning down the funnel feeling starting. There is a lot going on right now and I am going into shut down mode. Layoffs start this week at the office and yesterday morning we all got an email stating a mandatory 1 week off of work... UNpaid.

A girl needs a break. I'm taking a sleeping pill and heading to bed.