Thursday before

How is a person supposed to carry on with normal life with a surgery looming in the near future? I am getting worse today. Anxious. Nervous. I can't concentrate at work. Probably be better if I was at home. What would I do there? Look at my walls? I don't think anything would make it better. Well, maybe a trip to France for the weekend and a spa day the day before surgery. Now we're talking. But that's not going to happen. I'm looking forward to this weekend being around friends and family and then a group of friends are having dinner with me on Monday to keep me busy. Thanks girls.