Tuesday, April 15, 2008

So much gone by

Geesh - I promised to myself that I would keep up this blog (diary) more often.

Although I would love to say that I am one free of cancer chick - that's just not the truth. Dr. M is changing my anti convulsant drug to Keppra. Hopefully this will control my episodes that I have been having. I am beyond idiotic while I am driving and still having seizures. That is the single most independent thing most of us do. I would have to rely on ochers to take me anywhere. Work, groceries. I would become a person of my own prison. That is one of my biggest fears as I journey through cancer land is giving up my independence. It's fun for me to get Todd to wait on me but it would not last long.

In 3.5 more hours I am leaving work to start my vacation! I'm off to Florida with my mom to see my Aunt, cousin and most important my 92 (next month) year old grandma. WOW! I hope to live until 92 and be as healthy as she is. Warm weather and good company. Hopefully it will get my mind off of things for a bit.

27 hours and counting