Friday, November 16, 2007

I’m tired
I’m tired of stuffy nose
I’m tired of going through a box of Kleenex a week
I’m tired of getting nose bleeds everyday
I’m tired of waking up at 12am every night
I’m tired of waking up sweating and freezing all at once
I’m tired of hitting the snooze alarm for at least ½ hour every morning because I can’t wake up
I’m tired of getting to work late
I’m tired of work
I’m tired of headrests
I’m tired of bleeding from my uterus
I’m tired of the same routine at kickboxing
I’m tired of seeing my husband only on weekends
I’m tired of being so far away from everyone
I’m tired of being a cancer patient
I’m tired of treatment every other week
I’m tired of MRIs
I’m tired of my house being messy
I’m tired of my hair falling out
I’m tired of caring how I look because I feel ugly any way
I’m tired of having a vagina in a world full of dicks
I’m tired of being on the verge of a meltdown
I’m tired of acting like nothing is wrong
I’m tired of trying to please everyone
I’m tired of wanting to stay home
I’m tired of the constant worry of a possible surgery #5
I’m tired of having “episodes”
I'm tired of writing
I'm tired